I'm not going to lie. The past two days have been an emotional roller coaster for me. I can’t explain right now, but I will explain more on a later date. But anyhoo, when I get to feeling down I sit back and think of all I have and all that God has blessed me with.
I have such a wonderful family. Seven years ago I never could have imagined in a million years how much God was going to bless me. I am so thankful that He placed my husband in my life. It is amazing to be able to share my life with my best friend. Even though we have had our ups and downs, I know that he is there for me no matter what life throws at us. And I know you do not know him at all, but he is truly the most amazing person. I could not imagine my life without him in it.
Then God blessed me with not one… but TWO precious little monsters. They have the ability to make me mad/sad/annoyed/feel loved all at the same time. Everyday with them is a new adventure. Sometimes I still look at them and can’t believe that they are mine.
God gave me a life I feel like I did/do not deserve. When it comes to glorifying God I fall short every time. I will be doing so good, and then somehow I will slip and fall. I can just see Him shaking His head. Even though he knows exactly when I am going to fall every time. It is discouraging to me more than it is anything. I want to glorify God more than anything. I want my strangers to be able to look at me and say ‘that woman there… she loves the Lord!’. I want my kids to see it in my actions and my husband to see it in my heart.
I am a work in progress and I know that no matter what happens that God is in control. He has a plan for me. I just have to be open my heart enough and follow him. God is good!
I am where I am at today because of His ultimate sacrifice and God’s amazing grace.